geia sou

. . . .

einai apo ta skhnika pou sixainomai...

niw8w mia terrastia anagkh na vgalw pragmata apo mesa
mou alla parallhla niw8w oti h monh katavo8ra einai to
lefko xarti pou sou deixnei oti mporei na dextei ta
panta alla se prokalei kai parallhla na tou gamiseis th
ka8ariothta . . . ok then afou exw akoumphsei th tsanta mou
sth plath, exw foresei ta akoustika m kai exw valei ta papoutsia
mou 3ekinaw thn anavash ths goritsas me mono stoxo to vromiko
xarti . . .

"merikes fores otan katapiezeis kati einai san na amfisvhteis to logo
upar3hs toy " eixa pei se ena filo m otan prospa8ouse na ftia3ei th sxesh
tou . ..

otan apomononomai apo to kosmo vlepw polles apo tis atakes pou exw pei
na erxontai sto mualo mou kai na zhtane mia deuterh eukairia san na
amfisvitoun thn or8othta tous (, akoma trww doulema gia to thlefwnhma mou
stis 3 to prwi ( pros uperasphsh mou dhlwnw oti den eida ti wra htan)
gia na pw oti den eixa apoluto dikio to prwi sto poco . . . )

parolh thn apomonosh kai tis wraies eikones kata thn anavash ths goritsas
tpt den egine... den katafera na skeftw tpt ... ti 8a grapsw , giati 8a lerwsw
to xarti . . .

kai meta einai pou 3ekinaei h paranoia . . . "giati nte kai kala na grapsw kati"
"ti nohma exei" toso kairo ola vgainan mona tous, toso kairo den empena kan sth
diadikasia . . . apla 3exniwmoun kai proekuptan ola . . . kai meta erxetai h ataka
ths afisas apo ekeino to palio teuxos tou strange "h optikh tou kosmou sou einai
o kosmos ths optikhs sou" mia frash pou exw anaparagei kai exw parafrasei polles
fores alla akoma eimai sigouros oti exei polla akoma na mou pei . . .

opws shmera, pou praktika me ekane na katalavw oti merikes fores to na grapseis gia
na grapseis den einai apoluta kako . . . isa isa apo th stigmh pou voh8aei einai mallon
kalo . . . e3ou kai auto to metakeimeno . . .

geia sou
dh,
22/11/2009